In My Dreams

Was all of this just a big fake?
I miss you so much, i don't wanna wait.
Can we patch things back up ?
Or has all your love turned to hate?
I was there for you,
I refuse to let this be our fate.
People say "Never give up on the things that truly make you smile"....
but what am i supposed to do
When the one true thing that made me smile, has given up on me?
The very fabric of my soul is being torn with each passing day.
And my will to go on is slowly fading away.
Cant you help me with all this pain i feel,
I don't want to go on if this is what is real.
Why does your heart have to be filled with so much hate?
Sometimes i think without my life , life would be just great.
The thought of this tragedy makes me want to cry
Without you in my life ,
i just want to die.
I see you happy in the halls,
Without me your happy it seems.
But i could me happy with you,
I see it in my dreams.

-Syn