My Pain Within

I think of all my problems,
I think of all my pain.
I think of all my sorrows,
As I go insane.

Putting up fake smiles,
Hidden by this mask,
You only seem to see.

My tears seem to keep flowing,
Inside these scaed eyes.
Each time you'd ask whats wrong,
I come out with a lie,
There's nothing wrong.

These days I'm feeling distant,
Far away, weak, and alone.
My sadness pulls me further.
From the happiness behind,
This darkness I see.

I've begun to believe,
That my hopes and dreams are gone.
I walk a dead-end road,
Thinking of all my lies of happiness and joy.

I'm standing on a ledge,
Noticing how high it is really.
Watching as these small rocks take a journey,
Down this cliff.
And your voice speaks to me,
To say this is not the way to go.

You got me thinking of what I'm doing,
Knowing I should find away,
To beat through my depression.

I see that sun shine ahead,
But first I need to seek my way through,
For i know that I have a good life,
And there's something stopping me,
from believing that I do.