My first love gone now !

How could you?
you said you loved me
and i beleived you
you said I was the first one you ever loved , and i beleived that too.
I sneaked u into my house .
And I went into yours without my parents permission , And for wut ?
If all you were gonna do is break my heart afterwards for somethin stupid . For somethin that doesnt make sense to me .
But guess wut , i'm not gonna wait for u , b'coz i took to much s*** frm u already , everyone kept tellin me that , but i didnt wanna beleive em , because i would tell them i loved u and that u were different then other guys , but i guess thats what i wanted to see but not what was really there , b'coz in the end, your just like every other guy to me.

This is somethin i just wrote comin out of my heart and i hope ya'll like it ....maybe it dont sound right but its because i was just writing it straight out of my heart . and my life right now is just like this poem " doesnt sound right doesnt make any sence "