Momentarily unavailable

Awkward silence
salty tears
haven't seen your face
in what seems like years
every other thought is about you
and all the other ones
are what I'm going to do
every single love song on the radio
makes me think of you
I'm trying to keep my feelings on the low
I'm the one that messed up
something so rare
I'm the one that isn't available
for you to be there
i wish i could go back
and do it all again
but seeing as i cant
i just cry myself to sleep
knowing i wont see you the next day
for today and for all the tomorrows
my heart you will keep
I'm crazy about you
but i made some wrong choices
and its messed up our time
but even if your not with me
please know ill always think of you as mine
I'm only gone for a momentary moment
ill be back
I'm not telling you to wait
I just didnt want to come back to you
when you moved on
like i said baby
this is our own little love song
love like ours is never lost
I'm just wishing i could go back to that night
and do everything that is right
so instead of writing my love for you
i can show you in my actions
but for now I'm temporarily unavailable
due to some idiotic moves on my part
baby i hope when i come back
ill still have that special place in your heart