Too mutch

There's too much on my mind
I cant take it anymore
Why can't I have a break
They push too hard

I try my best to stay on track
My problems are too great
For me to deal with alone
But no one will help me

When people looka at me and tell me I'm not trying
I want to look at them and tell them why
But they would take it as an excuse
And not seously enugh

Mu parents don't understand
The think I play a game
If this was a game I would have quit long ago

This isn't realy a poem but I wrote it when I was sad to try to calm down