To Be Me

What its like to be me
Is not a pretty thing
You hope to keep a hold but then
All you dreams take wing

To live a life
Thats slowly dying
And it cant be saved

So you end up lying
Pretending to be ok
While inside theres no way
To actually feel that way

You dont really know me
And you dont reli care
I might as wel die
For all you care

Do you really want to kno
Wat its like to be lonely all the time
To hold this burden thats only mine
To kno that you wont be fine

To paint a smile on
And to deceive all those that care
To want to walk
And not know where

To pray to fall asleep and never wake up
To cry yourself to sleep
And hope to disappear

When you feel this way
Then you know me
Then you can say
You kno how I feel