Eternal Misery

I never thought life could get this hard
im sick of all the pain.
Ive lost control, cant help myself,
my mind is playing games.

The clock ticks slowly
times passing by.
I sit alone in the darkness
and dry my eyes.
I cover my face to hide my shame,
I bottle my feelings
And numb my pain.

PRETTY SHIT I KNOW. JUST A ROUGH.