I am gone forever

The water is getting deeper.
the cold air is getting so weeper.
i don't know where i can fall.
the tears are fallen off my fears.
looking in the sky watching the last star fall.
over my head there it goes.

as i make a wish on it.
thinking it would come true.
but as i think about it really hard it won't.
my heart is breaking into pieces.
the dark night is like a casket inside of me.

i wish i can lay down.
and maybe break somewhere no one can hear.
last shed of my own tear.
has i press against my skin and hands.
i begin to make it appear.

my scars begin to show off the moon.
the white and the blood mixing as one.
my eyes are pure blue inside and out.
looking like a diamonds of shaded blue.
the lips are fading to a purple.

the letters I've written you.
are now forgotten inside a box.
where no one will find cover with my blood.
with a pair full of razors.

as i watch the moon shine down on my skin.
the powerful thing i have was you.
but now it's gone and I'm fading away.
as i turn blue all over.
i begin to shake like crazy.
I'm getting so dizzy.

as i finish off the night.
with the alcohol and the Advil.
the cuts shine threw once again like it always have.
i begin to past out cold.
i begin to drown off my sorrows.
and i am gone forever.