You say i make it up

You say i make it up
you say my lifes not that bad
everyone around me thinks im just mad

i hate the person that you and i both see
we both know that thats not me
i just cant let you see
the pain i feel and the tears i cry
or how much i wish to die

if i cried a thousand tears
it would not be enough for all the years
i cut, and you cry, guess that means you dont want me 2 die
to me i am a depressed girl who\'s living a lie
to you im your friend, a friend who wants her world to end