No explanation

There exists a girl
Worth a smile so wide
no one need know
what shes trying to hide

problems existed
like the wind and the rain
she brushed them away
but deep down was in pain

she cried every night
silent sobs of regret
for all her problems
and all the hassle she would get

she knows abuse
has suffered every kind
and she is a truly troubled child
with a lot on her mind

thoughts of death never cease
and happiness so rare
as she looks at the moon
for hours she did stare

this girl doesn't explain how she feels
or whats going on in her head
she always thinks about life
and what it will be like in death