A goodbye (part three)

(read part one and part two before)

As I watched you walk through the fence,
there was someone with you, it didn't make sense,
and as you slowly but surly walked up to me,
I held up the flowers and the chocolate candy,

you just looked at me with that face you showed in school,
and said to me laughing "you are such a fool,
did you really believe that I would fall for you?
how could you think that the letter was true?"

As you finished I knew right then in my mind,
this prank you pulled, I would never leave behind,
and as I saw you walk away with your guy,
I sat there asking myself, why....why?

As I walked home, I thought to myself silently,
how could she do this, and why to me?
how could I feel so bad over someone I've never known?
how could an angel in white make me feel so alone?

When I got home my mom saw my face all wet,
and from the look on my face, she knew it wasn't sweat,
she asked, "Robert, what the matter, what happened today?"
I told her "nothing" and slowly walked away,
but as I was walking I put the box of chocolate on the counter,
and told my mom, "if a girl comes can you give this to her?"
she said "sure" and kept loading dishes in the dishwasher,

I went to my room, with so much depression and anger,
I got a sheet of paper and wrote her a letter,
every sentence I wrote, went straight to my head,
each word I wrote, made me want to be dead,

When I finished, I opened the box on the counter,
and slipped in the letter that I wrote for her,
I went into the restroom, and washed my face with water,
and there on the sink I saw a razor....