Thats my Dad

He hurts,
He shouts,
He causes the pain,
Which you see in me,
Thats my dad.

The only colour,
that he lets me see.
is red,
on my skin, dripping from my heart
And in my eyes,
Thats my dad.

He's forced me to do,
Things i used to see in my nightmares,
That razor became attractive,
That reflection became ugly,
I punish myself,
To stop what he did from hurting,
Thats my dad

Soon its time to leave,
To hell i go,
The depression he has put me in,
Has left me all alone,
He's hurt me forever,
Thats my dad