Thoughts Jotted Down Into Something For You...

If only you knew what i have been Hiding,
But you will never know... nobody will know... My Truth

Could you look at my wrists and know Me, My Life, And all the shit I have put myself Through. Would you try to get to know Me, Or Love me, And Try to HeLp my Story!.......... Or would you HATE me, Judge me from my Past, And Leave me at the state I am in Today... ... Would you Still Love me if I told you before WE went out as a Couple?

If you think you Know me, I bet you Probally don't, If you Ask me whats Wrong I will probally answer Nothing when I mean Everything, I Will/would Lie if it means no one will be Concerned for me, But now I am Sick of it, I am sick of everyone Thinking they know me, And my Pain... ...when they don't! I am Sick of answering Nothing instead of Everything... I'm just sick of my Fake Life!.. And nobody cares.

Before it was as though you Wanted to see me, now it's like your Avoiding me... If I Died today what would you do, Think, Or say? Before it Seemed like you Loved me but now I'm not sure... or Okay.

Remember everything I have said because I won't Repeat it. Its either you payed Attention or you Ignored me. Either way I have told somebody and now it's Time for everyone to know... what I have told You is... ...My Truth!

Now Constrict you arms around me and squeeze me until i can't [Breath]
Because I wish I could slit my wrists so deep that I could watch my troubles bleed away! but I wont I'm a bit smarter than that...

So How Do You Like Me Now?
Wrists Bleeding
And MAke-up Running Down My Face... Isn't It Beautiful...

SO HOW MUCH PAIN HAVE I CAUSED YOU... CAUSE I'M sorry...

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© Corinne