I'm Sorry My Angel

Glistening like crystals
they linger on his face
this boy is an angel
fallen from grace

He came to save me
to be my heart
and it kills me
as i realize I've torn his apart

I'm sorry my angel
sorry you had to see
the figure hanging from a rope
a figure that once was me

I'm sorry I left you
but i had to go
For the secret pain in my heart
i hope you never know

I wanted to tell you
as i know i could've
but i couldn't bear to see the hate
that would spring from your soul like it would've

In your arms i was free
like a bird soaring high
until he destroyed me
with a pain that nearly made me die

As i remember that night
my heart breaks in two
as i know
my first time should've been with you

He came from the shadows
in a dark alley-way
i pleaded with him to let me go
i tried to hold him at bay

My voice stopped working
and my body froze
and he pushed me to the ground
and ripped off my clothes

As i stared in horror
I wanted to scream
make this all go away
it's just a bad dream

He took his pleasure
from my pain
And as he looked at me with lust
I felt my blood drain

I heard him cry out
as he did the deed
and as my body shook
i knew he planted his seed

So my angel
I couldn't bear
to tell you
what happened there

My sweet angel
My dear heart
please forgive me
I just couldn't tear you apart