This is my last day, I just can't take this anymore.
Suicide never crossed my mind, as much as it did before.
Every time I saw a blade, i could only see my blood
So instead of dreaming about it, I'll die happily in the sun.
No one believes me when I say, so much relief will come from death.
They said that it's a mistake, we'll just see at my last breathe.
I know no one will miss me, hell I'll be glad I'm dead.
I've so many bad things in life, so many bad thoughts inside my head.
I know this is a risk, I may mess up and fail again.
But at least I know I tried once more, to make this pain finally end.
I never thought it would come to this though, me staring down bullet
my finger on the trigger, I'm not so sure if I should pull it.
I have so many second thoughts, maybe this was a mistake.
But I can't stand to live another day like this, it's way too much to take.
If I'm dead, at last I'll be free, I won't have to pose my life away
I can smile knowing it's over, there'll be no more hurting everyday.
so I'll place the gun up to my head, and say my last goodbye.
You all can remember me, as the happy kid, who committed suicide.
