Lost in my own hell

I am lost here in my personnel hell with a broken heart or sorrow in any direction i turn,
i turn to you for help yet all i get is a shoulder barge and a sarcastic laugh, i turn to my friends and i get help with no use,
i turn to the ones that course the problem and i get beat up i get bruised for life or i get a permanent place in a broken heart along with all the others that helped me. why with all this power and with all this love do we all still fail to become equal, why do we all fail to achieve our best, why all of a sudden do people think they can put us down because of something we have done or said. i am lost here in my personnel hell looking for a way out and all i find is you laughing at me or her trying to kill me and sometimes even these who love me trying to hand me over to the devil. what is the point in life if this always happens, th constant putting down and the constant laughter.

i hope none has this problem Cos i know for certain i have half of it and it sucks, if you do leave a message and i will try to help Cos helping seems to drown away my fear and my sorrow, my feelings of anger and hatred.