I Never Got To Tell You

February 14 ,2003 i laid you down , saying my final goodbye
Leaving with tears in my eyes , Knowing that you would never be in my life.
I never got to tell you all the things i had to say
I didn't get to tell you that i would love you for always
You weren't always there when i needed you
but then again i never told you that i loved you
You left me here in a deserted place
a place that left me with a whole in my hearts place
I'm sorry that I wasn't there , there to hold your hand
there to to tell that things will be all right, that you will get out and soon and will stand
I'm sorry that i didn't get to see you , tell you that you are my loco
to tell u that i need u that i dont want u to go .
I'm sorry that i didn't get to tell you this all before you died
i was scared , hurt that your leaving me now , now when i need you the most , this is when my heart started to cry.
You were my father , the one that helped made me
the one that's suppose to protect me and and guide me
I needed to tell you that i loved you and no matter what you did you will always be my father now and even tomorrow
No matter how much you made me cry , no matter how much you weren't around , the fact is i need you and for that i will always feel this sorrow.
So i look at your picture , with faded memories , with gleam in your eyes
How i long for you to appear back into my life
I know that your watching over me and that you will always be in my heart
but my heart is slowly fading , the only thing that keeps us apart

dedicated to Wilfredo Torrelli