Tired

I'm tired of hurting
I'm tired of crying
I'm tried of pretending
And I'm tired of lying

I'm tired of feeling hated
I'm tired of feeling unwanted
I'm tired of feeling depressed
And I'm tired of feeling so damn lonely

I'm tired of trying to tell you that things need to change.
I'm tired of trying to explain to you that i cant take the pain.

I'm tired of being mistreated
I'm tired of being made a fool
I'm tired of trying to make you love me
I'm tired of your stupid rules

I'm tired of not being happy
I'm tired of trying so hard
I'm tired of being the only one trying
I should have known from the start

I should have seen that you didn't love me
I should have seen that you didn't care
I should have realized your life you didn't want to share

Should have known this was going to happen
Should have known you were going to break my heart
Should have been smarter than this
Should have stopped it before it started.