Emotional Breakdown From The Inside

Go ahead
and tie up my
hands
in the tightest knot
you can tie
because thats all
i deserve.

Go ahead
and rip out
my heart
do as much as you please
because it couldn't
be any more painful
than whats its
torn me between.

Please just please
don't make her
your world
and i wont make him
mine.

I Need you around
and for the first time
you're the only one
i want to vent to.

Please don't turn your
back
and pretend you don't care
i know you know
this isn't me.

I need your help
and you're nowhere
to be found
I'm weak
and your arms are
at a stand still
a mile back
form where I'm
about to fall.

You're beating me
up inside
like a twister
in my heart.

I wish you would
stop hurting me
because that was
the reason we ended.

I want to be like
before
without all the extras.
I miss you being
around to catch me
before a breakdown.