u told me u could be trusted...
and i did it with all of my heart and soul...
u told me she wasnt \"the one\"...
but neither did u tell me that i was who u want....
u assured me that\'s nothing between u n her...
but may i ask,
was there anything between u n me?
i believe u know the answer better than i do...
u never doubted the friendship between us...
u had never thought of bringing it to a higher step...
u thought i\'ll be just as satisfied with being just friends wif u....
u thought u had unmasked me...
u never...
i kept hiding my true self from u...
i dun wan u to unmask me at all...
i wan an air of secrecy surrounding us...
i dun wan to be read just lyk a book...
u rejected me once...
i was persistent...
i dun know what u did...
that made me fall head over heels n heels over head for u...
i swore i was over wif u the minute u told me it\'s impossible...
but, to give up,
is so unlike of me...
everyone thought of sumbody before they could slp n dream...
and u r the one i thought of night after night...
the you and i in dreams were a couple...
the you in dreams get jealous...
the you in dreams got more impulsive n passionate...
but the you in reality,
wakes me up from these fantasies...
shows me you arent hu i thought u were...
perfect and flawless...
people told me how unsuitable u were for me...
but it wasnt them who lyked u...
it was me...
who were them to judge anyway...
i\'ve reached a conclusion...
they are just afraid that u will fall for me...
they could be afraid of me being hurt in da process...
and know what?
i\'m not hurt...
i\'m just hopeless...
i\'m not desperate...
i\'m just afraid to move on...
it couldnt be, it couldnt be...
that u are not amazed by how determination would drive a gurl to...
it couldnt be, it couldnt be
that u r unaware of these coincidences that i\'ve carefully planned...
it couldnt be, it couldnt be...
u r not at all touched...
why shouldnt we give it a try?
why didnt you be satisfied with the possible?
why wasnt me \"the one\", \"your one\"
there may be no forever...
but at least there wouldnt be regrets...
i\'m soon overwhelmed by hopelessness...
i\'m soon going to give up...
i\'m soon breaking up...
will u be there to witness it?
will there be a chance you could see all this?
may those answers be negative...
it was fate that we met...
it was affinity that i fell for u...
it was however destined that we are not meant to be...
i dun believe in destiny...
u made me believe it...
i dun believe in forever...
but u had assured me that...
i dun wan regrets...
you had just made one for me...
i dun wan another disappointment...
so why wouldnt we just give it a try?
so many chances i gave...
none of it had u prove me ur love...
none of it had u prove my worth...
am i dat worthless?
am i dat independent that u think i dun need u?
i\'m vulnerable just lyk anyone...
i dun show my pain doesnt mean i\'m numb...
in any way, will there be a difference if u get to see all these?
so many a time i wanted to ask
who was the one u truly lurve...
so many a time i wanted to hug u...
telling u how deep i\'ve fallen for u...
so many time i wanted to kiss u....
and treat u as my own...
when would u allow all these to happen?
i\'m crying out for u...
pride torn, face gone...
u didnt hear all these do u?
u wouldnt even care...
why are u so feelingless?
\"Coincidentally\", we met again...
\"By chance\", i was there...
But why must u still put up dat \"cool\"
of as if we never knew each other...
of as if i knew nothing of the \"true\" you?
perhaps it\'s time to bade goodbye...
goodbye to the feelings i held dear to...
goodbye to the little memories i held precious to...
goodbye to you...
