Here without you

I look back and i don't see you there.
and i wonder do you even still care.
life's been so hard without you.
nothing seems as true.

why am i here without you again.
you was my very best friend.
you helped me in ways no one can.
why did you let go of my hand.

I'm here only having memories of you.
its so hard making it through.
everyday is like a nightmare never to end.
will i ever be happy again.

why am i still here without you.
was any of are memories even true.
your thought is fading away from my heart.
just as I'm falling apart.

good-bye was something i never wanted to say.
but now your gone away.
i hate that we've grown so far apart.
and I'm here lost in the dark.

why am i here without you again.
did i really lose my very best friend?
life is so short and its passing us by
everyday when i try and picture your face i break down and cry.

bcuz your fading away as my hate grows stronger.
each day grows longer.
I'm starting to hate myself for not letting go
i just don't want to tell you no

you was everything to me.
its made it so much harder for me to believe.

why am i here without you.
I'm so lost and don't know what to do.
when will you come back like you said you would
nothings like it should