Ecstacy

Losing grip,
Tracing light,
Falling fast,
Lacking life,
No on cares,
While you fall so fast,
Losing every breathe,
And you can't go back,
Nothing but dizziness,
Drifting away,
Fighting,
As you slip further out of day,
Crawling inside,
Feeling lost,
Forgetting little by little,
Paying the cost,
Dying each moment,
Inside and out,
Kicking and screaming,
Wishing you could shout,
No one can hear you,
No one but your self,
Wanting out,
Crying for help,
Your losing your mind,
Praying to God,
Knowing you can't win,
Against the odds,
But the truth is,
Your waiting to die,
As the life in you,
Disappears through your eyes,
Giving up,
Letting go,
You grab a knife,
And watch the blood flow...