Just a little hurt

I gave you everything,
I let you hold my heart,
why would you break me,
And tear me all apart,

The day that hurt me so,
You made it so much worse,
I never understood you,
Your love is like a curse,

I asked for you too love me
When my mother went away,
But you just picked a fight,
And made me cry that day,

my grandma said "it's OK",
But it wasn't at the time,
i had just lost my mother,
And nothings right in my mind,

You called the next day,
And i said I miss you so,
You said I love you too,
But I have to let you go,

Tears poured from eyes,
As i dropped to my knees,
And asked God why,
He made two people leave,

Now the days are getting colder,
And the nights seem so long,
With all this pain on my shoulders,
How can I go on,

I know I have to stay,
In this world all alone,
I'll just stay in my room,
Without my face being shown,

I know I'll always love you,
I have for the past year,
But how can you love someone,
When all they bring you are tears,

When I sleep I'll be OK,
You'll be in my mind,
The one I needed the most is gone,
But in my heart I rewind...