Lost in time

My bodies drained
My hearts in pain
My feelings numb
My life force flickers,
The light it dims
I can't see within,
I can't see out
I just can't see anymore,

Friends "huh" what friends
I have none,
Feeling.......well feelings
Of what, of whom, of where,
Yes some, where, there were,
Just for a time, moments, glimpses, of joy,
But time has taken those memories,
Has taken those moments,
I have been rob by people
I have been rob by time
I have been rob by my mind,

Time whose time
Mine, yours, his, hers
Time for what, time for whom,
I would have time for you
Yes
But you dont see me
I would have time for you,
But you dont hear me,
I would have time for you,
But you, Just dont love me,
Anymore,

Tied, pained, so drained,
Thoughts jumbled
Feelings mumbled
But now I find comfort in pain
Please God release me now from my chains,
Free me from my pain,

My God' whose god not mine,
For my god would love me,
Would care for me,
Would watch over me,
Would have had,
Me loved
By some one
By anyone.........so lone as they just
Loved me for me,