He was a Lie

I Can't believe he's doing this again...
I'd rather have him tell me the truth and hurt me now
Then lie to me and hurt my little by little
Till there's nothing left that he can take from me...
Till my heart has been broken by him to many times...
Till I can't feel anything...
Because the pain he's causes me is overwhelming...
Sometimes I just wish that I never fell in love
But then I remember...
"It's better to have loved and lost
Then to never have loved at all."
But is all the pain he causes me worth it
Should I still love him after what he's done to me
You'd think by now I'd see the truth
You'd think that I wouldn't believe him when he tells me his lies
You'd think, 'She's so blind,
She can't even see whats right in front of her'
But I know what he's doing to me
I know of the pain he causes
I know of the tears he brings
I know of the never ending lies he tells
But somehow whenever I talk to him
Whenever I see his face
All of that just...disappears
I think that he could never hurt me
He loves me far to much
Maybe I just don't want to face the facts
Maybe I'm just lying to myself so I can have him...
I need him to be with me
I need him to love me...
He means everything to me
And now I'm starting to realize...
I mean Nothing to him...
Everything was Lie...
He was a Lie