Bleeding heart

Dry all tears
mend all scars
no one here,
so lonesome...
i could die

sitting outside, shivering
unforgiving, blistering cold
my liquid pain turns to ice
all i want
is to be wanted
my hopes and dreams...
left to die alone.

hold my heart
don't let it bleed
who am i talking to?
there is no one...
someone out there?
anyone?
all i want, all i ever need
is a never ending love
to fill my arms...
my cold. empty. arms.

who am i?
what have i become?
this is not how i thought life would be
but i can't change who i am,
i am me...
the bleeding heart that bleeds eternally

"my biggest regret is that i am not good enough for anyone... anyone at all."