U gave me no choice

Promises arent meant to be broken,
but you always seem to break them.
my private life isnt meant to be spoken,
but you always seem to speak it.
secrets are meant to be kept,
but you never seem to keep them.
pain isnt meant to be wept,
but internally it keeps weeping.
lies arent meant to be told,
but you always seem to tell them.
my life shouldnt be controlled,
but you always try to control it.
cuts are meant to heal,
but i just keep bleeding.
when you hit me i should feel,
but ive lost all feeling.
this life is supposed to be fair,
but you never treat me fairly.
i thought that you did care,
but you show you do, rarely.
nobodys supposed to feel alone,
but you always seem to leave me.
nobody wants to be on there own,
but you\'ve all given up on me.
my feelings & emotions arent supposed to hide,
but you gave me no choice but to keep them inside!!!!