HoW i FeEl!!!

I love you with all my heart
but you are never going to see
how scared and all alone
i am beggining to be.

i feel as though ive failed
in everything i do
but this you'll never see
you have no f..king clue.

im so sick and tired
of these feelings im trying to hide
i never meant to hurt you
and im sorry if i lied.

the more i try and turn
it all back around
the harder it becomes
and i fall to the ground.

i know you'll never understand
im not asking you to
but this is who i am
and this is what i do!!!