Dear mum

Dear mum
its been awhile
we haven't talked in awhile
what happened
why did this happen
what did i do that was so wrong
I'm sorry for all i have done
i dint mean to be like this
i just find it hard to live
i find it hard to get out of bed in the morning
now there is no reason to
your gone
i don't have you near
i don't have you here i cant talk to you
i never could
i wish i could share my life with you
cry on your shoulder when something goes wrong
hug into you when i get scared
this world is to big for me
I'm only little
I'm still a little girl
i need you
your my mother
i don't want to lose you forever
you mean to much to me
i no sometimes i make you mad
i no I'm trouble
but please i try my best
i wish i could let you in
i wish it was as easy as it looks
but mum its not
you will never understand me
we have different views on life
life should be fun
life should be filled with laugher
not anger
there should be no tears
there should be no fears
you should run free
not run from
there is only one more thing i can say
and that is that i love you so much more than anything in this world
you mean so much to me
for you are my mother
you gave birth to me
you gave me life
and for that i am thankful
i couldn't think of a better mother
your one of a kind
i love you

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