Abandoned me

How could you abandon me?
I thought you'd always be
there for me.
It's not you're fault
I understand
It's not like you just up and ran.
I'm Sorry i wasn't there.
I'm sorry this pain i cannot bare.
I never thought I'd feel this way
memories of you haunt me each passing day.
There is nothing left for me to do
Because I'm absolutely nothing without you.
Ashleigh how could you abandon me?
Inside I'll wait
Outside I'll begin to hate
The moments we had must have been fake
Because now your just another sad mistake.