Smoking another cigarette
Drinking another beer
Because I regret
And I can't think clear
You're compassionate and caring
It's a shame your heart is tearing
I can't get you out of my head
I hate the fact that you wish you were dead
I know you hate me
But why can't you see?
I did it all because I care about you so much
I didn't realize you would take it as a punch
I'm sorry I checked on you late at night
But I was afraid you weren't alright
I just wanted to comfort you and hold you tight
I'm sorry I made you mad
All I wanted to do was be there for you when you were sad
I'm sorry I called you dad
I didn't want to lose one of the best friends I ever had
Even though you hate me now I'll be here for you still
Whenever your heart is so numb and you can't feel
And you're thinking about taking that last pill
I will take it instead
So you won't be dead
Because you mean more to me than words can explain
And I'll take the bullet for you so you don't have to go through anymore pain
