Convincing Myself.

Convincing Myself...

Convincing myself to hate you,
So I don't have to fall.
I tell myself that I won't hear,
The cry my heart will call.
Over and over in my head,
I relive the memory of us.
But the pain of that is just too much,
I need to focus on my disgust.
You gave me your word,
That you would never hurt me.
You made me the promise,
That you would set me free.
Set me free of worry,
Set me free of care.
Instead you left me all alone,
With my heart to repair.
I hate you for your pathetic lies,
I hate you for your words.
I hate you most for not telling me,
Those stories that I heard.
I'm trying my hardest,
To hate you much more.
But I know in my heart,
That it's you I still adore.
I'm mad at myself,
For ever falling in love.
I fell for your tricks,
I fell from above.
Convincing myself to hate you,
Telling myself no more,
But really I hate me...
It's you that I still adore.

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