Crushed by Love

It makes me cry when I see you,
It shouldn't feel like this.
My skin freezes when you touch me,
I shudder when we kiss.

Please stop doing this to me,
I just want to be free.
But you've got a hold on my heart,
And you won't let go of me.

I love you, I really do.
And I hate myself for this.
You put me through pain every day,
I thought love would be bliss.

How very wrong I was.

I love you.
I hate you.
I want you.
To die.
In my arms.

Can't you see? You're killing me.
But I can't say no.
Its got to be you, because I can't.
You have to let me go.