What She Sees

She looks in the mirror
All she sees is fat
She cant stand her body
Everyone is all that

So she tries not to eat
Starves herself to death
Wont eat a single thing
A couple of steps and shes out of breath

No longer can she live
When she hates everything she is
She thinks shes so fat
And her hair is one big frizz

She begins to starve for her blood
She cuts in deep with the knife
She longs so badly to be like the rest
If not she doesnt want to live this life

Shes supposed to be happy
But instead she hates her life
She wants to get rid of herself
Get rid of the pain and strife

Nobody would understand
That she hates what shes become
Theyd all say she looks pretty
And say that shes dumb

But how can you be happy in life
If you hate you
You hate everything you see
Hate everything you do

She tries to make it better
But she really doesnt know
She tries to make it go away
She doesnt want her pain to show

She masks her face
With her biggest smile
And wears baggy clothes
Now people talk behind her back saying she looks "vile"

But she cant help
What she feels inside
What she tries to keep in
No one will ever know the pain she hides....