Suicidal wreck

Im a suicidal wreck
Standing on the edge
Waiting for the moment
I can finally rest my head
I don't want a funeral
I don't want others to feel responsible
Because they really did try
And I just don't deserve it
I can tell that they do still care
But now im going to leave them all behind
And take my hate to hell
There's always someone else
That deserves to live a longer life
They deserve to be happy
And to always be joyful
So forgive me
And let me pass
For there are many more
That need your support