I will be Me

Mom-
I may not be the person that you always wanted me to be,
But this is who I want to be,
This is me.
I may not be the golden child,
I may not be the best,
I just cant live up to your expectations,
I cant be like the rest.

Adam-
I am your little sister,
I want to be like you,
You\'ve always been the smart, good one,
But what can I do?
You make fun of me 24/7,
It really does hurt,
But whats wrong with being stupid?
It\'s just how I work.

Aaron,
You have always had a confidence that I have lacked,
You have always tried to out do both adam and I,
You have always been a brave little kid,
Even though you always cry.
You\'re really cool and I love you,
You do some thing that I\'d never do,
And thats something to say (considering what I do)
I LUV U!

Dad,
I know that you are gone,
I know that you can only hear me when I pray,
But I\'ll always be your little girl,
No matter what anyone says.
You wouldnt be proud of me right now,
The way things are going,
But the tears just come,
They\'re always flowing.

I love you all and i hope that you love me too,
XOX Nay Nay