I told my self

I can't believe this
I told myself that whatever happened
I wouldn't feel this way

No matter what I heard
I wouldn't believe you
To then be the stupid one at the end

I told myself don't repeat
Don't have another broken heart
Don't fall easily
Don't trust someone so fast
But then again be easy

I told myself that to protect myself
So I wouldn't again go to sleep crying every night
Wishing I would die
Wishing I wouldn't been that easy to fall

But now again
I see a trend Again
I have fallen fast i guess you can say,&
My heart is given to another?
That I believe in, I mean
Don't I?

My trend I can see
Almost fully through
But the way to stop it is
If you really tell me
That it's true