It's all in the past

I used to think u are my best friend
the best one a girl can get
but u eventually still proved me wrong
i felt that we are drifting apart
i wanna tell u i really do cherish our friendship
and really want you back
you broke my heart once, twice and thrice... and never mend it back
Wat do u expect me to say? i do really want to cry... but would i know your warm hug and shoulders won't be there anymore