It feels so good

*Ok, Ive written this poem because people call me Emo,
So now, Im saying everything that I do to myself because of what people have done to me is Great..*

And it feels so good standing at the end,
It feels so good leaping off the edge.

And it feels so good the razor blade on my arm,
It feels so good that Im doing myself harm.

And it feels so good all the hateful words you throw at me,
It feels so good that you wont see.
And Im dieing here right in front of you.

And it feels so good holding a deadly gun,
It feels so good the bullet flying through, the instant stun.

And it feels so good the feel of the rope,
It feels so good the way my head explodes as I choke.

And it feels so good knowing you dont care,
It feels so good that you know my soul is bare.
And Im dieing here right in front of you.

And it feels so good the bleeding of my heart,
It feels so good that you hurt me from the very start.

And it feels so good pretending Im a different person,
It feels so good that everything worsens.

And it feels so good being beaten down,
It feels so good that you know I wasnt found.
And Im dieing here right in front of you.

And it feels so good
Just one little tiny taste and you want so much more,
It feels so god damn good.

Written By Shinnade Broadbridge