Starting again

Im starting again,
to prove him wrong,
to show all my friends,
that i am still strong,

that i havent been lost,
in my mixed up head,
the words that ive said,
like i just want to be dead,
are all words of sadness,
they meant nothing

Im sorry you found out i self harm,
If you had your way,
I would be with you so you couldve kept me calm,
but now there\'s just one more thing to say,
and thats, from now on,
im telling you now,
its not just a face, I WILL be strong,
and the word you\'re asking is: how?
And the answer that i provide,
Is that i will no longer hide,
because ill be able to smile,
because ive finally realised i have you,
you\'ve made my life worth while

*^* truly mean it, because i love you *^*