My scars from within

You left me here to cry
you left me here to pay
you ruined my life, you made it hell
that's all I'm trying to say

you caused my pain
you caused me strife
now I'm stuck here all damn day
when i want to get out and live my life

you held me tight
you let me go
you said you loved me
though it never showed

my minds all mangled
my stomachs all sick
I'll give you a taste of your medicine
that'll do the trick

to see what you caused me
to known what you've done
you took away my childhood
vanished all of my fun

now I'm stuck here
thinking of you
knowing that you're not coming back
not knowing what to do

I'm lost I'm scared
i feel like a child
I'm lost, I'm lonely
my bad side is going wild

these thoughts in my head
are things that i must dread
they aren't me or who i want to be
i want to be blind, i can't stand to see

see the girls who have a mom
know the girls who aren't so dumb
I'm lonely I'm stupid, its all because of you
you would come back, if you only knew

the pain that you've cause me
the true pain within
the way that you deserted me
its now becoming a sin

i hate you mom
i hate you so
don't say you're sorry
it's now too late...just go!