It's so quiet there's no sound
as i stand and watch the snow fall down
it's as if I'm watching my life fall apart
into millions of pieces, so many tiny pieces
knowing they'll never fit together again
try as i might i can't hold it in
i lose control and my head starts to spin
tears form in my eyes
as i try to fight them and hide
my mind is useless
it does me no good
it's just as lost as the wind
.. the wind
it's so cold .. I'm so numb
but that doesn't matter
it's happened a time or two before
where i feel helpless and nothing matters
I'm just alive and nothing more
i couldn't tell you what I'm here for
and even if i were to try
to give you that answer
all I'd do is give another lie
ill do as the snow does
fall ever so quietly
until i finally hit the ground
and when I'm there
I'll stay a second or two
then slowly I'll let myself melt away
i won't try and fight it
and i won't try to hide anymore
i'll stay right where i fall
knowing i've finally lost it all
