My lil secret

This is my lil secret how I feel about you
I dont know what it is that you do to me
There are just those lil cute things that you do
I wish how much you ment to me you could only see
There is so much that I keep hiden inside
Because of this fear that I dont kno how to explian
To open up to you so many times I have tried
Everyday its one step closer that I gain
I would do anythiny to be able to show it
And its not that I dont have strong feelings for you
Untill I can prove it Im not gonna quit
How hard it is for me you dont have a clue
And I couldnt even start to tell you why
Becasue I dont kno its just the way I am
And each and every day the harder I try
Its like a flowers thorny stem
Because each time I try I hold myself back
And it hurts me that I cant show the way I feel
One day my heart is gonna attack
And my feelings will come out so real