Mommy I want you to understand,
I did love you so,
remember my sweet smile,
remember my radiant glow.
You were raely home
and i had no friends,
i tried to be someone i\'m not
life is hard to pretend
when you stand by my grave
don\'t think of any memories from the past.
like when daddy was always drunk,
when he beat us till we thought we would never last.
my life was a mess,
i\'m not blaming this on you,
you loved me so much,
it was just someting i had to do
mommy please don\'t cry
we always tried to get by
i believe you tried you best
it just couldn\'t stop me from being depressed
