There's more to me than you see

You come home
then you leave
i mean i guess in time
i should be use to it by now
but I'm not.
i miss you.
however theres more to me than you know.
i go to school
hang out with all mi friends
sure its fun
but theres more to it than what they see.
no one sees what I'm hiding
no one probably will.
would you still love me
if you knew my past
would you still want me
knowing I'm not whole
would you even notice
somethings not right.
so they can see if I'm upset yay
but theres more to it than what they know.
they don't see the pain i hide
they don't know why i am
how i am.
they love me but why my moods change so much lately
i couldn't tell you.
I'm on the verge of
a mental breakdown and
no one even knows.
but theres more to me than what you see.
how am i suppose to love
you when we don't talk
i wonder if you still love me
i wonder if you found someone new
i haven't but we haven't talked in almost a month and its
tearing me apart.
but like i said theres more to me than what you see.