Thoughts

//..Im not sure what this is, thoughts?..//

The same thing runs through her mind.
Shes always crying about something.
But why doesnt she do something about it, why doesnt she change it?

I know shes tired of crying and that she wants nothing to do with trying...
But wouldnt it be worth the tears?
Youd think so wouldnt you? But its not just that, its everything that goes along with the tears.

Its almost uncontrolable.
Its probably not understandable.
Why is it so hard to explain?
And why does everything have to be so difficult sometimes?

I know life is unfair, I know all that. But it shouldnt be, It just shouldnt be that way.
I hate it.
And why do things so simple go so easy for people,but not me?
Its stupid.

These things that Im going through, am I going through them because Ive down something wrong?
I dont even know anymore..

Why does giving up always come to mind? Dont even think that its because its the easy way out, because its not!
Its nothing close to easy.
It shouldnt be compared to easy.
Dying is easier.
Fu**ing idiots.

I hate it when people think that.