Whats done is done.

Hide my pain,
Behind a smile,
this is life,
Although is it worth while?

All my friends they call me "Smiles",
Little do they know my list of problems goes on for miles.

When im around people I walk around with pride,
I try to put all my problems aside,
I hide it all inside.
Everyone knows me as "The happy guy"

I sit down by the river,
The air is so cold,
I start to shiver.

I sit there with a million thoughts running through my head,
Thinking about what ive done and what i have said.

I hear a small voice yell "USH!!"
I turn around and look at litle harley,
He runs to me and hugs me tight,
And asks me is everything alright.

Harley is only 3,
Little does he know he means the world to me,
I think of him as my own son,
It was then I thought to myself..

Whats done is done.