So Alone...*Enjoy*

I feel so alone
no-one here to save me
i feel I'm loosing myself
traveling into insanity

i can hear my heart
beating slowly in my chest
I'm thinking of ways to die
but can't choose which is best

it's what I've always been scared of
it's always been my fear
to be screaming out to live
and having no-one to hear

huddled up on my bed
huddled in a ball
clutching my shaking body
not wanting to live at all

crying onto my pillow
the coldness of my tears
proving my life
proving my fears

where is everyone?
where are my friends?
where is my loved one?
will this insanity ever end?

i need you now
more than ever
to be safe in your arms
safe in them forever

my mascara's running down my face
why did i bother putting it on?
i knew it would be cried off
i knew it wouldn't be long

my body's going weak
my face is getting more pale
every part of me
is getting so frail

let my mobile ring
let someone knock on my door
before i get my old razor blade
and i am no more