Permanent Solution (effect)

I went to sleep forever
I drew the blade across my wrist
What I did can't be undone
What is written
Is a message derived in blood
That was written because
I was deprived of love
I just drift away in sorrow
I'll stand in Hell or look from heaven
I wont try to guide your life
I have to say sorry to my future wife
Shit just got a little too hard
Sure some people love me
But I couldn't hold them by the hand
I'm done with this fight
This is my last stand
I've found a permanent solution
To my temporary problem
I'll be in the grave yard
My fiance will be in the den
Finally my life has come to an end!