Mirror

I find myself
i look in the mirror,
no pride in oneself,
and it all seems so much clearer.

My life no longer is bright
not even a bit,
when it used to be like an ultaviolet light,
i must admit.

the pain is swelling,
i can't believe the amount,
i feel like yelling,
the pain is too much to count

so i grab the blade,
that'll send me to my fate,
this is the price that i've paid,
to continuously hate.